This morning, I finished the last of the requirements for my first year of graduate school; such an event should, probably, be marked with some self-reflection.
The year has been good. Challenging, and frustrating, and confusing, but very very good. Challenges were met, frustrations were overcome, and confusions were clarified. Naturally, new ones spring up immediately, but the obstacles make the journey interesting, so I won’t complain.
When you love something, someplace, or even someone, there’s a natural hesitance to get to know it better, at least for me there is. A year ago (to the day actually), I was ending my time at Messiah–a school I grew to love, but my time there did not start that way–and looking towards starting my time at MBC–a town and school I loved from my first google search. So, when the time came to move and start classes, I felt scared to get up close and personal with something, someplace, I adored from a distance.
My fears were unfounded.
Not to say everything here is perfect–there are plenty of quirks and issues–but the issues that we face are superficial, not integral. The actualities of the program and company might be imperfect, but the people working with and through them are good people attempting to do good things.
Reflecting on this year, the number of amazing opportunities I have had astounds me.
Within a month of starting classes, I performed on the Blackfriars Stage in a staged reading of The False One.
Over the course of a weekend, I heard more brilliant thoughts and met more brilliant scholars than ever before.
In my first semester, I performed as Hamlet, the Gravedigger, and Beatrice.
In the span of two weeks, I helped mount of a full production of The City Nightcap with Sweet Wag Shakespeare.
In my second semester, I directed one of my favorite scenes from one of my favorite shows with some my favorite people.
In the course of the year, I have seen dozens of performances at the American Shakespeare Center, all of which make me laugh or cry, or frequently both.
Over a semester, I delved deeply into Macbeth and mounted a pretty freaking awesome production with my classmates.
In ten rehearsals, under the direction of my mentor I took on my biggest (full) role to date, and not only ended up with a decent performance, but had a blast doing so and learned a ton.
Looking back on all of this, I don’t know what I did to be so lucky to be doing what I love, where I love, with people I love. I am humbled and confused and incandescently happy.
Let’s do it again next year, eh?